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Bad DayTreated like a clown  Kicked down  Scorned  But apone me it never dawned  to just LEAVE, NOT take the treatment  but i just deepen the dent  "It will all change"  Cast aside by the differently deranged  and ignored in a depressing way  I whisper sadly, "Today is just a bad day".   
Retreating to my haven  my own little heaven  Resting, nursing my wounds  Not thinking They would return soon  The cast me off against my will  Then they zoomed in for the kill  Questioning my passion and crushing it  Deleting it from my modem  Laughing, Breaking, Taking Bad Day
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Life of a ClownIt is sometimes hard to remember that I have no friends  That the people who are laughing together in that group  used to care about my sanity  That I even belonged with them...   
It is easy to remember that they stabbed me in the back  Sharing my secrets like sweets  Hurting myself  
for their pleasure.   
It is sometimes hard to remember that I am not accepted  But it all comes rushing back when I am the joke  that has people laughing  for Five years.   
Its al easy when it is embedded into me that I do not belong  when my CLOTHES do not fit  when my SKIN Life of a Clown
by ~Silvanfan
So what?I never lied to you,  about myself that is.  I kept things from you, thats for sure.  To protect myself  and you  from me  and my demons  who know no mercy.   
I never told you that I was just a regular  You just assumed I was  You assumed that I would just deny  and not change  from depressed psycho  to an assinine clown  to the leader of the Mafia  in the blink of an eye  and the beat of a heart  you thought you knew.   
I never sat you down and explained to you  everything there is to know about me  I never forced myself upon you & So what?
by ~Silvanfan
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Mood: Wow! ~cutiejewy Jun 15, 2007, 5:38:10 PM
No matter how thing are the always change what makes the difference is not the change but our reaction to the change
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Mood: Neutral ~cutiejewy Jun 11, 2007, 8:30:59 AM
I'm seriously just here. I mean my exams are done and I'm sssooooo happy but life goes on but thank God that he is ALWAYS HERE. ALWAYS BY MY SIDE reminding me how much I need him everyday. I don't know how people can exists without God.How was cxc? Cxc was just ALL GOD.
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~guitarfreaky May 2, 2007, 12:32:09 PM
Hello :hug:
Hey:hug:
Thanks for the watch :hug:
Donloading music :sing:

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I am told that I will be forever searching...I don't think I mind because the only person who truely matters, is holding my hand.
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Mood: Sadness ~cutiejewy Apr 16, 2007, 7:59:19 AM
Some people are just Never who they seem to be. Expectations always fail so the best thing is to not expect ANYTHING at all. For it is all a game where everything is done just to gain that beautiful prize, Love. What so many human being long for. Love.
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~guitarfreaky Mar 17, 2007, 4:28:28 PM
Hello:wave:
Hey:wave:
Watsup:wave:
Where u been:wave:
hi:wave:
How you do:wave:
HEy :wave:

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I am told that I will be forever searching...I don't think I mind because the only person who truely matters, is holding my hand.
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